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Once again i fall into disappointment,,, there are reasons why...but i better just keep it to myself...there's no point of sayin it out if nothing is gona change for good.

Disappointed

not in the mood to say anythin....

Dancing Sunflower..

I see this dancing flower every day in my car regardless of whether its shiny,sunny,rain or nite....but it only dance for me during the day where its shiny..solar power..haha...but in the evening nowadays its always rainin so its not dancing...so i usually will jus move it or if drive thru bumpy roads it will move..but doesnt look as sincere as it dance during shiny and sunny day..haha..Love it...thanx to Miss Sunshine..hehe ♥♥♥♥

Lately...

Well... the same routine everyday..wakin up early, shower, ready for work...always feeling sleepy cos its raining every evening..wish to be with her but all i can do is text and call ..that also if she replies or not busy..hmmm...classes always not confirmed makes me feel so sick of planning holidays and all...makes me feel like as if i dont wana get false hopes for a happy trip for coming christmas and new year,,,sigh...im off to bed now..its cold and cozy time to just go under the blanket and ZZZZzzzzzzzzzz!!:)

regrets

Baby, im sorry for what i've done towards u..i dun mean it..when i woke up in the mornin it feels so different without u texting me or callin me like how u used to...im missin u a lot and i think a lot even when in my sleep i see u in my dreams,hopin that it was a reality but when i opened my swollen eyes i realized its just a dream,,, i fell sick since last night, even now im still dizzy i'm still thinking about it..i realized what i've done towards u...but i jus wana tell u that u r the best and the sweetest gal in my life...no one can replace u..no matter how much u ask me to leave, u know how attached my heart is towards urs and it cant be broken...cause i will always hold ur hands tight along our life,,i love u baby

just home

its been a long time since i wrote anythin over here,,, too busy with exams and stuffs around...lately went back kch...get to see her, my princess Edna..:) but then fred is bad... now i miss her so much.. hope shes doin fine...jus got home from kch...wish to see her smile...

The sky is grey..and the weather is cold outside..and its rainin

I opened my curtains,i see the grey sky...with pouring rain....wondering when will the rain stops and the sun will shine again...expected the weather to be sunny since the othr day...but lately the weather seems so gloomy & the sky is always dark...Feelin sleepy but coudn't sleep at all...thinking and wondering why did all these occurs durin this time...Its all in His hands...nothing can be done...nothing can be spoken...staying speechless and quiet and keep thinking all day and all night long... Feeling sad cause the weather is bad... meaning most things cant be done...no matter what days still goes on...waiting for the sunny day to come again...

Lately

Lately... i feel kinda tired and sleepy most of the time...i think its because im sick..that is why most of the time i just sleep and rest..even right now i'm feeling so tired... working night shifts for tomorrow and sunday...I HATE IT!!!!!!! Damn! but what to do...sigh..i'm surely gona be a Zombie after those nights...and sleepless in the mornin because of the stupid sounds of rempit and all near my apartment,,,im so stress....:( i feel like goin back my hometown again...guess i will have to wait for another week or two before goin back again,, I hope that i can see her smile again, cause i miss every single bit of that smile of her's,,

Cant wait to go home again ... XD

Tomorrow will be my last day of work for the week,,,and i can't wait to go home again...can't really sleep rite now n jus done packing my stuff for tomorrow...headin back to my beloved home land...Miaw miaw city rite after work..YAY! happy cos can c my beloved Sunshine A.k.A White Teddy with Pink Ribbon on the left ear,, XD haha...MIssin her so much...Happy to be with her all these 3 months and lookin forward towards the future days with her...

The shine after the rain

At times sky turns out gloomy cause of rain, where there are thunders ans storms,when the skies are grey, but still in the end the sun will rise and shines through the sky...and make it blue once more...it often happens,,, but all i know.. if theres give and takes i'm sure its goin to turn out to be okay,,,at times ppl makes mistakes too... if we never forgive them and let them have another chance, how are they supose to alter and make themselves a better person... Sometimes when we really want a person we can't jus sit and wait..what we have to do what we supposed to do,follow our hearts and get what we want in life n prove it,,,so that there's no regrets in life

i Dun sleep

Made her pissed off,,next thing i knew it was in bad shape...everythin i did seems to go wrong....didnt sleep the whole nite... now im feeling dizzy,,,hopefully can drive to work n ok when workin,,,i miss her a lot...i hope she knows tat...i hope she feels it too...i dun wana lose sum1 like her who is so special in my life...i jus wan her to be with me till the day i leave the world...

:(

Sad, i don't know what is happening...i know i can't sleep...i fell like i'm losing something in me....i hope that as tomorrow comes...it will be a better day,,,n having a bad head ache and can't sleep i think i'm getting sick...

Sunshine's 24th

Me n Her :)

She with her nephew

Really had a great time for her birthday this year,,,her 24th birthday...seems happy,,,and im happy for her too...:) Sunshine will always shine brightly..:)

Sien AR!!!!!

The bloody Weather is really killing me... so hazy...and yet my cough haven't recover...makes me feelin so uneasy every night can't get enough sleep and wake up the next day feeling irritated and moody....sigh...

The Truth Of My Feelins

When you Are feeling sad, im more sad when i look at u and im helpless to cheer u up,
when you feeling upset, im upset with myself for not making u happy,
when you needed me, i tried my best to be there for u,but at times i can't be beside u..
When you ask me questions, i tell u truth to make u happy..
Only when you are happy and smile, i can smile cause i know u are happy..

Worst Part Is This,,HMmmm

After all the dinner, this is my dessert, haha...lol..its medicine time...hate to fall sick..feelin so uneasy and keep coughin lately cause of the stupid crazy weather...its so hot..at times it rains...nowadays hazy,,,,sigh...

Medicines Doctor gave me..

This is my dinner today :)

Haha i din expect i'm so RAJIN...yeah..i repeat that...RAJIN..haha...still cookin my own dinner..haha..don't know whats wrong with me...lol...but ok la..not bad..haha maybe i was jus too hungry thats y everythin tastes okay..lol :)..this is my mee goreng...:)

My Mee Goreng

Pacu Cooked In Sweet Sour Sauce

Wah..this is like my 3rd time in this week cookin ,,,haha.. no choice but cook off the fish which my fren[Hector] had caught last week..haha... anyway its not bad...tastes like Tilapia..haha..can see the pic below..

Pacu Cooked In Sweet Sour Sauce

Bbq sauce Chicken sandwich & Omellete

No idea what to eat tonight and this is what i've cooked for dinner,,lol.. too bored and jus blog about the food that i cooked,,,haha..

This is what i Had :

Omellete


BBq sauce Chicken with Salad Sandwich


A glass of Choco Milk :)

Our Story- The Beginning [continuation]

Since then we kept texting each other and thats where it goes... we go out almost everyday,,,hang out and talked to each other..somehow i find her like a click for me...she seems to have many things in common with me...thats where the love grew more towards her...and i finally told her that i liked her and she actually can't really decide at that moment because of her past...
So i waited for her...and that's where she saw my sincerity towards her and finally she accepts me bit by bit as days passes by... and a lot of obstacles too...but then somehow i jus being myself and do whatever i think is right,,,and prayer too,,,:) finally after few days later she accepted me to be her bf...and i jumped with joy,,:) for now me n her are feeling so happy n glad to have each other in our life.,:) Thank God that i have someone like her in life...and i thank her for cheering up my daya,,,and for the wakeup call everymornin..:)

This is My sunshine :) "He" loves [BaBy Edna] :)

Our Story- The Beginning

All these while after all the dissapoinments in life, i kinda give up everythin and i never thought i would fall for any gal since then.. but it turns out to be not true at all...it happened on 4th April where i actually met this gal in Mid Valley...The 1st time i saw her my heart was pumping fast...and somehow i cant stop lookin at her,,,but when she looked back i somehow turned away..its funny, cause normally when i look at a person, whenever they look back,i never bothered to turn away... Ever since that time i somehow knew i actually had a crush [Love at first sight kinda feeling] but i wasn't too sure about it...
She is actually my friend's sis,,,:) when she introduced me to her, i dun really talk much as i can feel my heart was pumping fast and somehow i knew i had feelings for her...Only after i left midvalley, i am actually quite sure that i actually fell for her...cause i can't stop thinking about her since then...but somehow i thought i wouldn't get a chance to know her better cause somehow i don't have her contacts...
Only when i got home, i searched for her in facebook but somehow i couldn't find her and when i found her somehow her profile is restricted..so i cant add her:( i was feelin upset...but somehow my fren suggested me to her and she actually added me...:) it started from there...since then we got to knw each other through the pop out chat thinggie *HAPPY***:)
Then i got her contact number from there...since then we always go out together and became closer and closer each and every day....:)

MIssin mY Sunshine...hmmmm :(

Hmmm..today went out for dinner with frens and i felt something is missing. I knew it was someone who was always beside me when i go out, especially sittin right beside me in the car and talk to me...somehow today it was rather quiet and i knew tat My Sunshine is not beside me while i was drivin home from dinner,,, I'm missin My Sunshine so badly....hope to see her in June,,,when i go back Kch for her Birthday :) May the time comes faster...cant wait for it..haha

Sorry..:) hehe..i know its funny..maybe not for u.. lol..

These are some of the pics i took from the parking lots where i parked,,,haha..it sounds funny,,but somehow i tend to forget where i parked most of the times..lol...cant post up all cos there are too many of them..haha the funniest part is when im out with my Gf [Sunshine] :P i always cant find my car , and the worst part is she always wears heels on that particular day...haha... anyway im sorry..didnt meant to do so..but it just happens tat way..:) Sorry Sunshine...hehe

Brownies With luv?? mmm... yummy..:P

My Beloved baby Edna (Sunshine) haha, she made me a whole piece of brownies...:) love it...its so delicious...haha... Thanx to her cos she is willing to bake for me to bring back her brownies to kl and enjoy it...but too bad she is not around to enjoy it with me :( ..but still..im happy..:) love her so much n miss her too...hmmm

M.u Vs MalaySia...18 July

hmmm...went to buy tickets for the man utd vs malaysia on the 18th of July....sucky...only managed to get the tickets for RM68... went on the 1st day of pre sale, but the RM98 tix sold out as early as 11 am...sigh...unlucky me and my fwens..but wat to do..at least we get the tix rather than nothin at all :)

Compatibility between me N H3r :)

vs

Cancer Pisces Compatibility

When the Crab and the Fish get together, the result will be an overflow of emotions. Both of them are extremely compassionate, full of sympathy and totally emotional. They can understand each other completely and have damn good chances of a smooth love match. A Cancer is as sensitive as a Pisces and both the individuals are bound to have an excellent emotional rapport. They will be able to recognize each other's needs and have a mutual appreciation of music and art, further adding to their compatibility.

There are a number of differences, but none of them is so great as to have too much adverse effect on the relationship. A Piscean has a much broader outlook than the Cancerian, whose concern becomes limited to his close family members and friends. Both of them think with their heart and are unlikely to give importance to logic, reason and analysis. At the same, they are also very romantic and because of this, there will never ever be shortage of love and care in this relationship. However, one of them needs to be a little practical.

Cancer Woman and Pisces Man

Just like a Cancerian woman, a Piscean man also lives in a world that is ruled by emotions. He is full of passion and will shower her with love, romance, care and concern. He will be the perfect answer to her dreams of a 'Prince Charming', who will adore her and make her feel protected. In turn, she will give him the maximum importance in her life and make him very-very special. Their relationship will flow with mutual devotion. They just have to make sure to live in the real world and not turn a blind eye towards it.

Pocoyo's Birthday..:)

Hahaha...Last Saturday was Jordan's 1st Year Birthday..:) the party was held at the banquet...lol..my cute lil nephew looks like Pocoyo,,haha try differentiate the pic..lol

I miss my Sony Ericsson K770i :(

Suddenly i miss my Hp tat was stolen in December last year at The Summit's Bowling alley..It's a K770i which i bought with my bonus money..sigh... i miss the camera which is 3.2 mega pixels cybershot... sigh..y la the pencuri can steal it while my fren was actually takin k of it..but he put on the table...sigh...mistake,,there are still some nice pics which i tink is nice..lol...taken with the camera..nw jus memories of the phone left..haha

Ferrari and James Bond Car Model Collections

These ferrari model cars takes me quite sometime to collect lol..they always say its limited and while stocks last,,,summore waited for quite sometime cos there was once when i did not managed to collect the black one cos it was out of stock...*sigh*... after almost a few months later when they were doing some roadshow in The Spring, i bought a fuel voucher and one of James bond's Car collection and the gal gave the black car to me for free,,haha...lol..thanks..:P finally got 2 complete sets of ferrari models and one set of james bond's car,,haha

sunset from apartment

Rainy days when sunshine is not around :)

hmm...lets makan makan :)

Teh C- Peng

Roti Canai

Fried Oyster [ O-chien]

Tomato Mee

Kiaw

Cantonese Kuey Tiaw

Beef Japanese Set

Sarawak Laksa

Kolo Mee

It has been almost 2 months since i last went back to kuching...and this whole weekend i ate all the food i've been cravin for ...lol..:P some of the foods i forgot to take pic cos too hungry and jus eat them up..haha those which are not shown above are midin, clams, and summore..but dun really remember ...all i knw is my tummy nw is bloated and back in kl d...mis all those foods lei...yummy yummy...:) im happy and my tummy is happy too.. lol

Thank u sunshine..:)

To the sunshine...:) thanx for everythin u have done and gave to me.. i appreciate every single day with u, :) and i thank God i have found sum1 like you who has brighten up each and every day of mine, no matter rain or shine...my love will stay wit u always...and i hoped we can keep each other's love in our heart....thanx for the happiness,, love ya always..My lovely sunshine..:)

Adult = A cat? haha ..look at this pic!

i found this cat in the lift at my apartment..haha..really disturbin..after lookin at it, it makes u feel like a cat..hahah

u.k ???or u care??hehe

so this is where ive been in january...now only uploaded the pics cos too lazy..haha...it was rather a great experience in london..the weather is so much nicer but at times feels freezin,,,haha..but waiting for underground tubes are much much much better than our ktm..hahaha..moreover iots cold there..so you wont sweat while waiting,,,and no such thing as tuna / sardine packed trains..hahaha..cos the tubes is so frequent..:)