regrets

Baby, im sorry for what i've done towards u..i dun mean it..when i woke up in the mornin it feels so different without u texting me or callin me like how u used to...im missin u a lot and i think a lot even when in my sleep i see u in my dreams,hopin that it was a reality but when i opened my swollen eyes i realized its just a dream,,, i fell sick since last night, even now im still dizzy i'm still thinking about it..i realized what i've done towards u...but i jus wana tell u that u r the best and the sweetest gal in my life...no one can replace u..no matter how much u ask me to leave, u know how attached my heart is towards urs and it cant be broken...cause i will always hold ur hands tight along our life,,i love u baby

just home

its been a long time since i wrote anythin over here,,, too busy with exams and stuffs around...lately went back kch...get to see her, my princess Edna..:) but then fred is bad... now i miss her so much.. hope shes doin fine...jus got home from kch...wish to see her smile...

The sky is grey..and the weather is cold outside..and its rainin

I opened my curtains,i see the grey sky...with pouring rain....wondering when will the rain stops and the sun will shine again...expected the weather to be sunny since the othr day...but lately the weather seems so gloomy & the sky is always dark...Feelin sleepy but coudn't sleep at all...thinking and wondering why did all these occurs durin this time...Its all in His hands...nothing can be done...nothing can be spoken...staying speechless and quiet and keep thinking all day and all night long... Feeling sad cause the weather is bad... meaning most things cant be done...no matter what days still goes on...waiting for the sunny day to come again...

Lately

Lately... i feel kinda tired and sleepy most of the time...i think its because im sick..that is why most of the time i just sleep and rest..even right now i'm feeling so tired... working night shifts for tomorrow and sunday...I HATE IT!!!!!!! Damn! but what to do...sigh..i'm surely gona be a Zombie after those nights...and sleepless in the mornin because of the stupid sounds of rempit and all near my apartment,,,im so stress....:( i feel like goin back my hometown again...guess i will have to wait for another week or two before goin back again,, I hope that i can see her smile again, cause i miss every single bit of that smile of her's,,

Cant wait to go home again ... XD

Tomorrow will be my last day of work for the week,,,and i can't wait to go home again...can't really sleep rite now n jus done packing my stuff for tomorrow...headin back to my beloved home land...Miaw miaw city rite after work..YAY! happy cos can c my beloved Sunshine A.k.A White Teddy with Pink Ribbon on the left ear,, XD haha...MIssin her so much...Happy to be with her all these 3 months and lookin forward towards the future days with her...

The shine after the rain

At times sky turns out gloomy cause of rain, where there are thunders ans storms,when the skies are grey, but still in the end the sun will rise and shines through the sky...and make it blue once more...it often happens,,, but all i know.. if theres give and takes i'm sure its goin to turn out to be okay,,,at times ppl makes mistakes too... if we never forgive them and let them have another chance, how are they supose to alter and make themselves a better person... Sometimes when we really want a person we can't jus sit and wait..what we have to do what we supposed to do,follow our hearts and get what we want in life n prove it,,,so that there's no regrets in life

i Dun sleep

Made her pissed off,,next thing i knew it was in bad shape...everythin i did seems to go wrong....didnt sleep the whole nite... now im feeling dizzy,,,hopefully can drive to work n ok when workin,,,i miss her a lot...i hope she knows tat...i hope she feels it too...i dun wana lose sum1 like her who is so special in my life...i jus wan her to be with me till the day i leave the world...

:(

Sad, i don't know what is happening...i know i can't sleep...i fell like i'm losing something in me....i hope that as tomorrow comes...it will be a better day,,,n having a bad head ache and can't sleep i think i'm getting sick...